Wait *blink* what does that title say? Yes, Chemical Castration, was I unclear in what I said?
So what could ever motivate someone to do this? If your reading this blog or are a kinkster in any regard, your barking up the wrong damn tree asking that. After all, what motivates us to get strapped in to a straight jacket and tormented for hours on end?
Ok, so as many of you likely know, Chastity is very common in many kinds of BDSM/Kink play, But what do you do when you have a boy for which no chastity device will work? Or how about a pup who just wants to go a “little” farther? Well, that is where this comes in to play:
Inside that syringe is something called “Depo Provera”, one of its off-label uses is Chemical Castration.
Now at this point I need to make a few things clear:
- Chemical Castration is temporary. Unless you continue the injections for years on ends, the bulk of the side effects aren’t permanent
- Depo Provera is a prescription drug, you need a doctors proscription to obtain it (at least in the USA). This is how the pup in question obtained his shots.
- There is a long list of side effects, some of which can be permanent, some which aren’t. Examples are: Loss of sex drive, inability to get erect, inability to orgasm, loss of muscle mass, weight gain, man-boob enlargement, dick shrinking (more an issue with prolonged use), headaches, mood-swings & depression. Permanent possible side-effects are: bone density loss (again, more an issue with long term use), testicle shrinkage, to name a few.
- The pup in question did this under his own choice, no force or coercion was used, he injected him self under his own free will.
The pup who this “experiment” is being run on is a friend of mine beyond just being a protected pup, I am very closely watching out for his wellbeing during the process, the point of kink is to have fun and to be able to do it again another day. His reasons for chemical castration were partly curiosity as well as to be more focused on things other then jerking off 5-6 times a day and being unable to think about anything but sex. We had tried chastity before, it led to severe depression, and a fair bit of pain due to the chastity device and constant erections while it was on. Ok, so the ruled out traditional chastity. Since the pup lives in another state and also works a 9-5 job, we couldn’t physically enforce chastity either.
After a few months since the chastity occurred, the pup came to me with this idea, which while not new to me is not something I had ever broached with him before. After some long discussion, he decided to proceed. When it came time for the first shot, which he self injected, I had great admiration for him as someone who has also had to self inject and has a fear of needles, I have great respect for the pup. It took about 20min to work up the courage, but he did end up putting the needle in his right leg and injecting. Once the shot was in his fate was sealed. Depo Provera takes between 5-15 days for it to being working, the castration effect works by both countering and reducing production of Testosterone. In a healthy male the effects from onset last between 30-90 days. The photos above is from the pup’s 2nd shot, at 33 days, since the effects were begging to wear off and to counter the long time frame before the drug begins to work.
It is and always will be my goal and honestly my duty to provide a safe, healthy environment for a pup to explore new things with out fear of rejection or retribution
I allowed the pup to continue his normal jerk off habits, just to get a good idea of when the shot began working on him. The first effects noticed, and which are normal when you fuck with hormones: mood swings & headaches. These mostly leveled out after about the first week, which is when the next sign of the “therapy” working began to show, every day he took longer and longer to get off, getting to the point of orgasm was becoming harder and harder to reach. Within a few days he could no longer get off, just getting hard took effort. At his point he was a temporarily neutered mutt. And guess what? He was more then happy to be this way.
In the pup’s own words:
“If there’s anything that I could contribute, it would be that this experiment isn’t for everyone and certainly not for the faint of heart. It has and continues to fuck with my head; its constantly in the back of my mind, knowing that I’m under control of someone or something else, no way of simply removing it from power. I put a lot of thought and cost-and-benefit analysis into participating in this and it was not a decision made lightly. However, after undergoing the therapy for nearly a month and a half, I’ve come to enjoy it thoroughly. There are a lot of aspects to it that I’ve come to love: the mind games it forces me to take part in, a little of a medical scene, the submission it has forced upon myself. Physical chastity was a constant discomfort and often kept me up at night. One, no, two shots a month apart have been not only effective chastity for a misbehaved pup, but a relief.”
As strange as it may seem to some, he really has enjoyed the experience for the most part. All the while I have done my best to be there for him and support him all along the way. It is and always will be my goal and honestly my duty to provide a safe, healthy environment for a pup to explore new things with out fear of rejection or retribution.
Overall I would say he is progressing nicely, his therapy will last about another month at which point he goes back to being a normal pup again.
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